not really a tag

even though this is a tag, since i wasn't "tagged" by anyone, it is just a list of stuff about me.

I am: a mother
I think: i need to be perfect to be lovable
I know: my husband and daughter love me even though i am so far from perfect
I want: more time to sleep
I have: a love of rainy days
I dislike: insincerity
I miss: my dad
I fear: sickness
I feel: joy in seeing audrey smile
I hear: the tv in the background
I smell: nothing...ever.
I crave: more sleep
I cry: when i am tired
I usually: sing in the shower
I search: for the good in people
I wonder: how long I will live
I regret: the times i have been unkind
I love: when my house is clean
I care: about other people's feelings
I always: drink diet coke with lime when i have mexican food
I worry: about my health
I am not: as crafty as i wish i was
I believe: that people work hard and do the best they can
I sing: louder when i am alone
I don't always: keep my cell phone charged
I argue: when i need attention
I write: lists of things that make me happy when i feel down
I win: when i stop thinking about myself
I lose: when i compare myself to other people
I wish: i had finished school
I listen: to music when i clean the house
I can usually be found: kissing my baby girl
I am scared: of the dark
I forget: where i put my keys
I am happy: when i hear my husband laugh